What now?

In the loneliness of my heart,
I wonder what will come next.
I know life won't be that hard,
but I can't get myself to name you "ex"!

my alarm clock will still go on every morning.
and I'll still go to bed every night.
I will spend my days studying,
and my nights sleeping tight.

you will go on with you life,
probably forget about me soon.
you'll find somebody else to make your wife,
and to her, you'll offer the moon.

maybe we'll meet up again,
some day far from now.
you'll make fun of this childish pain,
inside, I'll still cry somehow.

I don't believe in multiple soulmates,
but what else am I supposed to do
knowing you were mine,
and that I forever lost you?