Such an empty soul...FILLED

Drowning in a puddle of blood. All of it was said and done. Like the lonelyness of me, The terrifying dreams.
I have never thought, my life could be so cold. so young, at 13 years old! No peace could ever come of thee. I wish I could have what I need. I need someone to love, i need someone to be there. I need a hug.. anything that will take a way the feeling. I dont want to stay like this, just a little kiss. i will forget of all the dreadfullness. i hate this feeling that comes over my soul.. that turns me so cold. I wish i had the ability of life. but it feels of stabbings of a knife. This is so horrible, theres nothing good about it. Will it ever leave my body.. no, i highly doubt it! i want it to go away, and never return. My body wants to be burned. to just die, no reason for life. No questions, do not ask me why. i have no answers, to any of it. It just has to be like this. could this really be the end, and as i wholed the blade, i begin to feel sane. all the years of lost sanity gone, can it really be done? is it over, can i live through, and then i hear it.. my life is through. With one bullet I fall to the ground, except for the echo there is no sound! Could I really be dead? From there i blead.. it would not stop, i feel tired and weak. I see a shadow from up the street. I dont want any help, let me weep. Do nothelp me, do not save me, i want it to end, they hold me and then...
they hug me and start to cry, i cannot believe it, it is that guy. I wanted him for the longest time. i must be dreaming but the pain is so real, is this love i am starting to feel? with my last breath i show him my love, now i am not ready to be done. i want to live please help me survive. For you I thrive. call for help, save my life. My knight in shining armer has come tonight. I love this feeling so much more. You i adore. I want to spend my life with you, tell me you do too. Tell me theat is why you have come to me, tell me this is why. If it is not i must DIE. I see BLACK, the darkness overwhelms me. i see nothing and i here my heart beat. It is so faint, i must be beginning to die. it is too late............................................................................................... Then i here the slight beeping of the monitor that tells my pulse. I see a light as i open my eyes, and there he is right by my side. i am filled with joy for once in my life and i am loving him, i close my eyes as he kisses my lips. I ask him a question... Why did you help me?, he has no responce except for a whisper in my ear, The words are bold and True.... as he answers, Because I love you