Why i took my life

by The_Forgotten_One_   Sep 19, 2005


You see i have this story to tell you
about this girl who didn't know what to do
so sit down with me as i take u through her pain

theres this girl and she sits all alone and cries
and all she wants is just to die
even though she has a really great guy
and her best friend means everything to her

but in every story theres always a problem
well with hers she had more than one

her guy meant everything to her
she never wanted to be apart
but yet she always had to say goodbye

then there was this girl she wanted her too
she was pretty and fun and caring
but yet in her eyes she thought she couldn't have her

she started to do the shit all again
she slit her wrists and popped a few pills
she cried herself to sleep that night
and yet she still felt no regret
the girl looked in the mirror and all she said was

"god please forgive for i have sinned
she doesn't need me like i need her

he doesn't know what I'm going through
so how can he help me if i cant tell him

my friend wants to be there
but i cant even tell her the half of it

so god, if u hear me tonight please send me a sign
and just tell me everything will be alright"

she goes to sleep hoping god will help her
she wakes up to find herself
covered in her blood that was this darkest red

she just couldn't wait for gods help
so she slit her wrists again hoping for some help

as she lays there dieing she starts to think on what she left behind
the perfect guy, the one she always wanted
the girl that meant everything to her
and then friend who was left in a world all alone

but god tried to helped her that very same night
but she didn't open her eyes wide enough that day
she just couldn't see that she was loved and that it was all ok

she took her life
on September 18

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