Why Did I?

Why did I let you hurt yourself?

But in the process causing me grief,
Hurting me inside.
Don't understand the fun that you have,
Mixed emotions, two faced and unknown.
I don't know you anymore,
But do I want to?

Why didn't you want help?

I was there, everyone else too,
A chance that you just slipped.
Mistaken us for callous friends,
As if we would let this slip.
Trying to reach you, that I care,
I don't want you to suffer.

Why did I worry so much, I wanted to
Make this come to an end?