I don't know...

I don't know,
Where my life is headed,
If its going to be alright,
Or if I'm reaching rock bottom,
Every moment,
Of each day,
Theres one thing that comes to me,
That i must say,
My mind,
My heart,
Is needing you,
I miss you so much,
It makes me blue,
But what hurts me the most,
Is to know its true,
That you don't want me,
When i want you,
I don't know whats happening,
I haven't heard from you,
But i feel like i did something,
That messed it all up,
I'm sorry,
Its probably my fault,
I need to know your OK,
Because I'm not OK,
My heart aches for you,
I can't take this,
I just need to know,
Are you OK?
Are you listening,
Do you even care any way?
I'm really sorry,
And you need to know this,
And I'm really sorry,
This happened like this,
Don't leave me now,
Stay,
Stay with me,
Now and forever,
The way it should be...

*I love you billy...please all i need is to know your OK and i love you so much... :'( i can't take this not being able to talk 2 u please i miss you and u know i do*