Leaving Me In Pain

I want to let go of you,
And forget the pain that I have cried.
Hate the way I think,
I've tried to change, but there's no use.
Scared of not knowing what's going,
I don't want to say goodbye.

If I did leave,
You woulnd't think I gave up on you.
But I can't handle this anymore,
And I've tried to be strong.
Pain that you're causing has me in ruins
And I don't see the point in which I am.

I have to stand up in what I believe in,
But there's no use.
I'm always shut out behind a closed door,
And get lied to.
Took a detour, hoping Iâ??d find the old you,
But it's dead, and I donâ??t know you, or even me.

I don't want to just walk away.