What do i say

What do I say
When you ask me what I'm thinking
I know there's nothing in my way
Of telling you everything

I do not know why I hold back
Maybe from the hurt in the past
I don't want you to feel that I'm on the attack
I really want this to last

You always ask me when I look into your eyes
So many things come to mind
But I'll always tell you the truth and never beat around with lies
Always will my words be kind

I really do mean to tell you everything
But it's the fear inside me that makes me stop
Don't always think something bad is happening
I don't want this relationship to be a flop

I'm sorry for waiting to tell you
I don't know why I am afraid
There are so many things I want to say to you
I'm so happy that you stayed

I have been scared with my emotions
I have shared them before and in my back became a blade
With you it has been relaxing as the oceans
I have started opening back up to you

To me you mean so much
You have helped open my eyes once again
Never could I go a day without your touch
With you there is so much I could gain

I wanted to tell you so bad last night
But the words would not come out
Trust me I tried with all my might
It almost came out in a shout

I am sorry for not saying it
But even now I am in fear of letting you know
This I know you may be able to get
If I say it then maybe things will grow

I hate keeping things from you
All these emotions I feel
I do want you to know what is going through my mind
I am really hoping that they are real

Sooner or latter I must let it go
I don't think I will be able to hold this
It's just the fear of you saying no
There is something that just must be told

Well here it goes....I Love You

I don't like telling you this way
But I am too scared to tell you to your face
I really would of loved to tell you the other day
Those three words I always embrace

I am afraid this may be to early
But you mean everything to me
This could be almost surely
I just want this relationship to be

It's alright if you don't feel the same
You have taken my heart
If you do not then don't be ashamed
Just I never want us to part

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