This complicated game called life

by Freakfall   Sep 19, 2005


Tears drop down my cheek
I'm to sad to even speak
I'm just trying to get by
i tell myself i must not cry.

i put on a fake smile and
tell myself I'm not in denial
that I'm in control of my life
and i don't need this knife.

i lie to myself and say I'm OK
tell myself i can get through today
and i don't need anyone to be there
but the truth is my life's one big scare.

it's to scary for me to live in
theres just no way for me to win
in this complicated game called life
where there was no reason to begin.

if i don't make it through
it's all because of you
you tried to ruin my life
you didn't try and stop me
it was as if you were
holding that bloody knife
that will be there to end it all
be the one to finally set me free
from whats holding me down
and the thing thats keeping me around.

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  • 19 years ago

    by CHOKE

    Im making it through life alright too, im doing the same as u just venting. keep ur head up high!
    ill alwayz be here for you! -your friend even after the end-

  • 19 years ago

    by CHOKE

    Awesome poem! I'm sorry I haven't commented or rated or even dropped by a hello, but I've been going through some stuff....but you're still my good BuDdI! Remember you always have me. I told you I'd be your friend forever and I wasn't lying. I'm sorry about all this crap that's happening to you. Last time I talked to you, you said you were okay....but what about now?????? I don't want to wake up one day and find out that something happened to you that I might have been able to talk you out of.
    *Your friend

  • Hey.....u r a really good writer i can relate.....5/5 if u need someone to talk to im here 4u :) plz check out my 2 poems a life of total unhappiness and goodbye everyone (4 real) please comment and vote on them! luv alwaysz maddison xxx