To this day i will Never forget that hurtful
night that i had my feelings crushed and
thrown all over the place that
moment that hurtful moment.
i wish you knew the pain i was in its
like nothing iv Ever felt.
hand in hand you walked.
what was left of my heart shattered
beyond repair the damage irreversible
its was like someone had taken a knife
and put it through my back hitting my
heart from behind the pain unbearable.
left me in the dark all alone
and so confused.
if only you knew how hard that moment was
for me n the pain i was in my heart broken.
finally i broke.
every time i see you i put up a fake smile.
hiding the feelings i have for you behind
this mask i call a face
i do this because I'm afraid of pushing you
further away i know your not mine but I'm so
afraid of loosing you just to see your
sweet smile n gorgeous eyes to hear your
soft voice your loving personality.
with these things my friend you bring me
to my knees every time.
