Baby, you have no idea how much I have missed you…
You have no idea how much I long for you touch…
How much I need to hear your voice in real, not just over the phone…
You have no idea how bad it is, to look outside school, thinking your going to be sat on the wall…but you weren’t…
You have no idea how bad it is managing to only speak to you for like less than 30 mins…
You have no idea how many times I have looked at the pictures of you and cried myself to sleep…
…because baby, I can’t survive without you within reach, without just being a phone call away…
Baby, you have no idea how hard it was to wake up on Sunday, to look at the clock every 5 minutes and to realise that you weren’t coming….
You have no idea how slowly time passes when the only thing I can think about is you…
You have no idea how much my heart screams only your name all the time…
I need you, my body needs you, no, my heart needs you baby.
Baby, you don’t know how hard it is to sit in class and to think, think that something could of happened to you, so far away…I wouldn’t know…
You don’t know how hard it is to wake up and think that it’s just another day to go past without you being here…
Baby, I don’t think you actually know how much I love you…
…Because baby I do, more than anything that has ever come into my life…
…You are beyond the best thing, which has happened to me…
I want to hold you and never let you go, to make sure your safe. I want to hear you say those 3 words; I want you to whisper them to me, to reassure me…
Baby, out of everything, the one thing I want you to promise me, is that you’ll never leave me, you are my everything, if you left me I would be nothing. I want you to promise me that what ever happens, you’ll always love me, because I know I will always love you.
Even if you are so many miles away, it’s still that little mile which hurts the most, which makes me miss you more, even if you will always remain with me in my heart…
So baby, NEVER doubt me when I say I love you, NEVER ignore me when I say I miss you, because no-one will miss you as much as I will baby…and NEVER believe me when I say I hate you, because that will never happen.
