Friday night

I thought you where my friend
I did not want our friendship to end
I came in your mom started talking
All I wanted was to start walking

Your mom started asking questions
I was hurt by your actions
One question that bothered me
Was not a question if i wanted to be free

It was the question if i was gay
I was shocked did not know what to say
you started to crack-up
I wanted to yell at you and say shut-up

I was hurt deep inside
now i know you where never by my side
We still went to football game
but never more things where never the
same

I have not talked to you since that night
I figured it would not be right
That night I used the blade
to make my feelings fade

I cut to make me feel much better
but i now to you it did not matter
for the emotions I have felt
I wish they would melt

You talk about me as if i was not there
It is all too much to bare
I will say good night
Pray things will be alright

Hoping for a better day
and telling you that I'm not gay

please comment thanks
--Rachel--