I'm pouring my heart out and you won't listen

I told you every little lie
Every bit of truth
And still you don't beleive me

You see me cry
You see me looking out the window
But you don't know
You don't know

I'm here to wait
Till the end of my secret days
I'm here hoping,praying
It's not the hormones,I promise

I don't blame anyone but me
You see
You're everything
I wish I could be

You make funny jokes
You sheild me from pain
You turn my life into paradise
When I am by you

So how come
You will not
Let me return the favor
And give you love?

I try
So hard
To live
For you
To give
You
What
Ever
Life
Demands
We
Keep
Or wish
..................

I love
You