You're Ruining My Life -.-

You're ruining my life.
What am I supposed to do?
I thought I'd get over this.
I thought I was over you.

Every time I hear that song,
It breaks me down.
I tell myself to be strong,
But all I can do is frown.

I hate you
For everything you've done to me,
But I miss you;
I can't seem to set myself free.

You stalk my thoughts.
You haunt my dreams.
Please God please,
Make him leave me be!

I'm tired of hurting.
I'm sick of crying.
I feel like I'm left alone
To lay here, dying.

When I'm with my friends
You're in my mind,
Still stalking me, always stabbing me;
You're killing me from inside.

You're in every conversation
No matter how hard I try.
Day by day,
You're ruining my life.

*Some may relate to this very well... even if you dont, please rate/comment*