Death To Me

Running to the shinny blade,
I need it more and more,
Make the cut, and away I fade,
Only memories of me to store,

This life isn't what I need,
So I will leave it now,
More pain to myself I feed,
Some ask the question how,

I need to go, I'm sorry for this,
So, me don't try to save,
Causing you pain, so please don't miss,
The love I never gave,

A selfish life, I chose to live,
But what are you gonna do,
So many things I couldn't give,
I'm not meant for you,

Love so strong, it holds the knife,
And moves it along my skin,
Now it's time to take my life,
And live without this sin,

No more love, so i choose to die,
And live without this pain,
Without you in my life, I live a lie,
I'm really just not the same,

So now I say my final goodbye,
As I look in the mirror at my face,
I don't deserve to live, but die,
I'm a coward and a disgrace