I was once your best friend!

(I wrote this like a year ago so it's old news but I figured hey why not share it with others)

I was once your best friend
and you were once mine
but then you pushed me away
and I thought it was a sign.

I figured I would let it go
not thinking of how I feel
I figured it didn't matter
but then things became more real.

I began hurting inside
because you were never around
I started missing old times
but I decided not to make a sound.

We were at least still good friends
and I knew we both still cared
but then I remember on how things used to be
when we were always there.

Our phones calls became slim
our exchanged "hellos" became thin
I wondered how you must of felt inside
I wondered if how you felt is what I was forced to hide.

I, myself
was drowning in a pool of pain
I didn't know what to do
and I felt really ashamed.

I didn't know how to confront you
because I didn't know what to say
I wondered if you thought it didn't matter
that our friendship was fading away.

I decided to write you a letter
and to tell you about how I feel
but you never replied a message back
don't you know my feelings are real?

You hurt me real bad
when you ignore my every sign
I just wanted to tell you that I missed you
and that you are always on my mind.

Every time I see you in the hall
you're hanging out with another friend
I don't get what is happening anymore
and I sure don't want our friendship to end.

I wonder why you don't care
that our friendship is falling apart
it is what brings tears to my eyes
and pain into my heart.

I sorry it took me so long to realize
that things between us were not OK
but you don't have to ignore me
in every kind of way!

~Voting and Commenting Is Welcomed~
Thanks-a-bunch, Jen