Want to die

I just want to die,
I just want to scream and cry,
I want this all to end,
I want this all to go,
Why the h*ll cant I be strong,
Why doesn't anyone know,
I'm hurting inside,
And screaming in pain,
Doesn't anyone hear my moans,
Doesn't anyone know,
This life is to hard,
I'm tired of lieing saying " I'm fine ",
I just want to die,
And right now I'm crying,
I want everyone to know,
I'm a worthless piece of shit,
That doesn't deserve real friends,
I'm not blind enough to know that I've been mistreated,
and it'll prob be my end,
I want people to see through my lies and know that I'm not really fine..
But it wont happen,
I'm dieing,
No one around me will do anything about it just sit and watch,
They wont try to open up my lock,
With truth and love,
To save me from myself,
I need someone to help me out...