I killed my self from the frustration
And all I could do all night was cut at the gas station.
Thinking of you presented a reason to hold my breathe under blood
And the night time skyline accompanies me in my bed for mud.
And in the cold still of the night
My heart beat still right
I could see my breathe in front of me
Wondering where could you be
I lied when I said I wouldn't let you get to me
And I lied when I said I was free
And I lied when you looked at me
I lied to you and to everything I could be.
The sound effects of moving cars
And the image of us behind our own bars
Not too much a public jail
Just another lost cause that failed
Let's just go back to the begining now
But you decline and go on your way
And you break my heart in two yet I still wonder how
After you left I decided I have nothing to say
Uncover the darkness I still hold under here
While you are out drowning your life in beer
Nobody really could stop the way you felt
And the way you set ablaze my heart and watched it melt.
And as the instrumental of my life fades out
And you still hear me face down with every doubt
Know I'll never forget you or what you did
Or how high a price my heart ache will bid.