Sorry.

I sat there confused.
Scared and all alone.
Felt like I was lost.
Or home all alone.

All I could do was cry.
I didnt have strength to shake.
I felt like my whole life,
Was one huge mistake.

I couldn't take it all in.
It didn't seem real.
But one thing I knew,
Was how bad I had to feel.

I thought about running away.
Maybe that would clear my head.
But that made things worse.
Making more tears shed.

Then I saw the scissors..
And that's what came to mind.
I thought about doing it,
Leaving everything behind.

But I knew I couldn't go through with it.
It just wasn't me.
I thought about my life,
And what I've grown to be.

I have made so many mistakes.
With so many to come.
But right now,
This feels like the biggest one.

I know you could never forgive me.
And that's something I'll have to accept.
I ruined our relationship.
The trust is totally wrecked.

I'm sorry for what I did.
Hopefully you can forgive me.
I'll do anything to prove it..
Seriously I am so sorry.

I'm afraid to talk to you.
Afraid of what you will say.
Afraid that you will be so dissapointed.
You won't look at me the same way.

I know you love me..
It's something you have to do.
I promise to try my hardest,
And be the best daughter for you.

Sometimes it is hard to talk..
So I get out paper and write.
But I want to let you know,
What I feel tonight.

Not just tonight.
But every single day.
You are the best guy I know.
In every single way.

I hope you understand.
That I learned my lesson.
I'm tired of lying.
All I need is confession.

I can't say this enough.
I'm sorry for what I did.
I feel so worthless.
Sorry for what was hid.

Mistakes will always happen.
The scares may slowly fade.
But I will never forget my tears
On that suicidal day.