Watched You Fall *to Pip*

I watched your hate,
Grow inside of you.
Wish i could show you,
Who you really were.

You tried so hard,
But fell so deep.
No longer you could,
Take this place of anger.

Through all your pain,
You tried to guide me.
I selfishly gained,
While you were burning.

I didn't know what to,
What to believe or see.
So i went on with life,
Trying but so helplessly.

You guttered my heart,
I fell so deep.
Without you near,
I thought i was lost forever.

*i wrote this ages ago but i forgot to post it...I'm working on a part 2 kinda thing*
comments would be greatly appreciated:D