I tell You I'm OK
But there's so much my heart won't say
I smile and let it fade
But it runs through my mind all day
You see past the fake smiles
You see past the lies
Still I asure You I'm fine
For this time you let it slide
I know you don't believe me
But no futher questions are asked
Until I let my guard down
And you see the truths I hide
I know I should tell you
But promised nothing was wrong
Promised that I wouldn't call you later and tell you
Confused and insecure
I don't know what to do
Tell you or pretend everything is fine
I know I can't hide behind the smiles forever
But just maybe this will pass
Doubts fill my mind
Are our feelings just as strong
Are we drifting apart
Do we really belong
Is our relationship the 'perfect' one it used to be
I don't want to let go of you
I don't want to let go of us
But I don't want to hold onto something that shouldn't be