Jumbled Piece

Why did I deserve to be put through pain?

I never said goodbye, just ended it
Right there before more blood and tears fell.
Alone, one last time we smile together,
Memories will be forgotten.
I can't face you,
Lost for words, how I feel inside.

You don't understand the scars that are with me.

Locked away, door shut and I'm hoping,
That I will make it through.
Don't want to be left behind,
I'm living a nightmare that I can't escape.
Mistake, I said I was sorry,
But if I told you, it wouldn't be worth being here.

I want to stay, you're causing me pain, sorry.

You could always turn my frown upside down,
That's the past, and never will I smile.
Taunts and fear I hold within,
And I don't know where I'm headed.
Leave me; let me thrive,
Forget the scars that cover my arms.

You cut me into small pieces.
Broken, I can't seem to fit back.