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I sit up at night not knowing what to do
I sit up thinking why am I so blue
I sit there thinking if only you knew
Would you be there to help me through

I lay there thinking of everything that needs to change
I lay there thinking why my life is suddenly strange
I think why does everything seem out of range
My happiness for the sadness I feel I can not exchange

Its like I have no feelings and my heart is stone
I hate this feeling of being all alone
My heart has changed and I have grown
I feel like I am here but in a different time zone

Its hard not knowing to laugh or cry
Not knowing to moan or sigh
I cant let go and I cant say good bye
To myself I can only lie

I cant be happy no matter what I do
Its like my feelings are gone and I donâ??t have a clue
Everything in my life just feels so blue
As time goes by I will make it through

Happiness is something I yearn
Happiness is what I want I don't want to burn
With the feelings that I need to learn
To be free and wild and maybe happiness will return

I sit here awake I can not sleep
I try to stop but I continue to weep
I sit here and try to not make a peep
The sadness I feel is way too deep