Lie Down And Die

Im laying here wounded
Ive lost my way
I blame myself
wear my mind away
animals will find me
and eat my flesh away
Im gonna get eaten alive
and theres nothing I can do
my eyes are bloodshot
and death is near
its becoming clearer to me
its coming closer

Im a junkie
a useless life
wish it didnt have so much pain

why do the useless
have to suffer
our lives end sooner
and death is welcomed
if I live long enough
to wash my hair in blood
Ill know its been way too long
and Im overdue
no energy to scream
call for help
Ill let myself die
I wish it was in my sleep

why wont it happen?
why do I live?
Im only in pain

Im still lieing here
wounded worse
I should be dead by now
but I live on
hope its not much longer
hope it ends soon
hope the pain ends
so I can sleep forever
death is in sight
finally
its all too much to bear
and I want it to end

Im gonna die now
it should have been a while ago
but now Im not in pain