Injured from flight

What am I to do?
For my feelings are mixed.
When I look at you my gaze is fixed.
Memories of us just fly
and my lips long for yours.
Just to receive that natural high
of which that body stores.

You think of yourself so low.
Not knowing what you do to me
because I'm always putting up a show,
but wanting you to set me free.
For your arms to hold me tight
with your full embrace.
Would help me sleep at night,
yet I don't find a trace.

With your eyes so beautiful and hazel
they are the pair I long to see.
The eyes that never receive their praisal.
Yet to my heart, they have the key.
To you me feelings are unknown,
but to me they are hard to bare.
I'm surprised my feelings haven't shown,
of you, how much I care.

Loving you is just so hard,
for so many girls feel the same.
Some how I stay in charge
and keep my decent name.
I will stay as the unknown,
to you I will try.
I will stay in my zone,
even though I wish to fly!