Nowhere

As I lay there dying
I watch faces past
I feel happy feelings
That never seem to last

No one with help me up
Still on the cold floor
Bleeding so slightly
No one cares any more

What I did to dissever this
Still puzzles me so
I hoped and pray to die today
But I never get the nerve though

Following the light
Dying dimmer everyday
Losing touch with myself
Can't seem to find my way

Bleeding from the inside
No bandage big enough
I complain that life is hard
And people say "well tough"

Can't anyone help me?
To get up and never down
Why does everyone smile?
When I seem to frown

I'm forever lost
And I'm never to get out
Now I know why people do suicide
I now know what that's all about