Till I Die

The sun goes down over the mountain.
where me and you once made a wish.
dreaming about you tonight is something i don't want to do.
but for some odd reason I'm going to.

because i miss you so much already.
my hearts is smashed to the pavement.
and i don't know what to do.
i don't know where to go.

the tears shed off my face.
as i cover up in my bed.
tonight i know that your actually out of my life.
that i know i actually can't take all of it back.

you were my everything forever.
but I'm the one who made the mistake.
this is the risk i have to take.
so tonight I'll do what everyone else begins to make.

I'll be underneath these covers forever.
until they uncover me.
see the scars all over my wrists.
and let the tears come out.

all they will be able to do is shout.
i can't stand my faults anymore.
all i can do is lock the door.
and begin to cut myself on the floor.

let the tears run out of me.
let everything waste my time.
for i can make this mistake crime.
and wish me luck while I'll say i love you.

for the last time.
I'll blow a kiss to my wrists.
tell you I'm sorry for what i did.
and slit it open let it bleed till i die.