I'm writing to you once again
this is the second letter i write to you
meaning it's the second letter i wont be giving you
i sit here writing to you
and i wonder will the next time i see you be as wonderful as the last time i saw you nine months ago
or will you be disappointed
i miss you
i need you
every time i feel your presence my stomach gets butterflies
my heart gets crazy
it pounds so hard
the feelings you've brought to my life are incredible
feelings i never before felt
yet the feelings brig pain to me because i know they are not corresponding
i wish you felt these feelings i feel for you
i don't know if what i feel for you is true love but i know they are some kind of love
and that love hurts me deeply
the love that runs through my veins crazy for you the love deep in my heart turns into nothing but pain
and i wish that some day the love that i feel for you is returned by you
or that some day my hurting heart full of nothing but love for you moves on
the day someone new who truly loves me and treasures me steels my heart from you
