I lay my head down upon my knees
close my eyes and dream of you
dream of us
and dream of what we can but never will be
one crimson tear
falls upon my warm flesh
i love you with all of my heart
but yet i know that we could never be
i long to feel your lips pressed against mine
and your arms around me
holding me close to you
as if you'll never let go
i long for the day that i can look deep into your eyes
and tell you how much you truly mean to me.
my heart is sick and i can't breathe
this isn't what i hoped for
the phone will ring but it is never you
i wait and i wait to hear ur sweet voice
i pray and i pray that you'll just make me your girl
i scream but no one can hear me
i cry but no one can see me
i bleed but no one can feel me.
i will run
run as far away as possible
to see if you'll come after me.
is this all a waste of my time?
tell me before i fall any deeper than i already have.
i need you
i want you
but yet you say
that i can't have you.
i will ask you one day
when i gain the courage up
if you'll be my guy
and treat me like i'm your girl
but until then
i'll sit back and watch our lives unfold
as our hearts slowly entwine together
to make one.
