by Kayla Sep 20, 2005
category :
Sadness, depression /
about depression
I dont want to lose u for we will always be one. The ghost of you follows me, we arent there. Just me and the memories. I cant stand the pain. I hide in the darkness, Im scared to move, be in the light. My inner demons behold the true me! Everybody needs me, wants me to be strong, dance through the rain, fight again. The old me is gone...disappearing. Summer has come and pass, I miss the memories of us i buried so long ago. Cutting deeper into my skin, the blood flowing from my weak body, for I havent eaten in days. The scars never fade, they just stay, and remind me of all the times i used to be so innocent. But it went away when u told. I could dance and play and sing through the stormiest weather, and hide my pain, and no1 would care but you. No1 knew but you! I loved my deepest and was stabbed in the heart. Plz dont leave me, for someday i may leave you. Help me, help me hold on to life and love. Maybe one day I can dance dance through the rain in happiness, without the memories of my pain. |