He tells me through his eyes
Everything that was lies
He says I'm the most beautiful
And I could do so much more
I had to tell him goodbye
Because I thought he found out
That I'm a cutter at night
But I guess he never knew about it
Every morning he'll wait for me outside
Not knowing how broken I am inside
Not knowing about the mental abuse
That lead me to find my muse
He drew me a stupid picture in class
That said "I'll always be waiting for you"
I don't know how much time I can let pass
Until I can completely undo
I wrote him a stupid poem
While I was grounded
I told him I thought everything was pointless
And he just laughed at me and told me everything would soon be OK
He's got everything I've wanted
But he just had to leave me haunted
He's the only one that would never lie
He doesn't know me through his eyes
