Your constant babble is in the back of my mind
For some reason things begin to shine
Thats when I notice my tears falling
I have no control, there is no stalling
You constantly badger me
Just leave me alone, you don't know what i need
Why do things go bad?
Why do you pretend to be sad?
You enjoy making my life go downhill
I find myself thinking of a kill
A kill that involves me dying
Because I'm sick of hiding
You really want to know how i feel?
I will never heal
You don't know what goes on in my life
You don't know when i use the knife
The life I live is so different
I'm not ready to make a commitment