My Crucifix

Standing in the rain
My tears camouflage into my wet face
Staring at the gray clouds that surround my life
I'm a disgrace
My pain magnifies as I have time to reflect
If only you knew what was going on in my head
Maybe you could help
Too late, I'm better off dead
Standing in the rain
Watching the water and blood mix
If only you were here to stop me
From my crucifix

~*My Suicide Note*~
~*Dedicated To T.D. If only you knew how much you hurt me today, maybe you wouldn't have done it. I love you, and I always will....don't worry about me...I won't get over you...but I can at least try to forget.*~