I seek refuge from the cold harsh winter days.
I run from this agony, this pain.
Where do I run to other than you?
I don't want to spend another day like this, on my own.
I don't want to spend another day here, I just want to go home.
Every time I lie awake, I just kinda drift and get lost again.
I think about all my mistakes, the things I now can't change.
After I beg of you, over and over again you strike back harder.
To all is lost, to everything I put at stake.
Everything we've been through and I don't miss you yet.
Only When I start to think about it.
Can't anyone bring me back to you?
Every time I murmur your name, every breath between.
Your name is my anchor, my life a torrent of seductive waves.
Devil's eyes gazing unwarily, I tremble before them and I fall again.
But I havent missed you yet, dont you know?
I Hate everything about you, why am I forced love you?
You look at me and turn away, I know Ive got to walk the other way,
It doesnt take long and you pull me back again.
When people ask what Im doing with my life, I tell them im spending it well.
You know im not afraid to sacrific everything I have or ever will.
It would be a miracle if you could just let me be.
But no, I am tethered to you forever in this misery.
