Whispers is all I hear as I walk thru the hallways,
I feel everyones eyes targeted upon me as I walk,
I pretend like I don't know what they're thinking or saying of me,
But deep down I know exactly what it is,
Their words cutting through me like a bullet,
Why do I let them get to me like this,
Why can't I brush their hurtful words off me like they are nothing,
I know most of them aren't true,
Most of these people only believe what they hear,
They all judge me before they know me,
I try so hard to just get these people to like me,
But it seems pointless.
Can they just see me for me and not who I associate myself with,
I just wish I could wash away some of my mistakes,
To start all over again is what I really want,
To be young and innocent is what I dream of,
Everything seemed so real then,
But now I feel like everything and everyone who surrounds me is fake,
I am fake...
My tears are the only thing thats real.