Special LOve

Can't return me back to where I came from,
An antique and there's nothing like me.
Marks and imperfections, part of
The heritage of this new life.

Long haul of loving, being happy in
This mixed up world.

Cut and pasted from another mind,
Don't stop to pretend to love.
I can wait for you,
You're special; I can wait forever.

Faking a smile, drinking on the run,
My life falling to pieces.

I thought I could handle it,
I want to turn back the clock, start again.
Collecting a new skin, no cuts or marks,
Forget how I hurt me, everyone else.

I can't fall asleep knowing that you're not there
To wake me up in the morning. Smile.