Not ready

I silently sit,
watching you from my seat.
you get up,
and pace around the room.

my eyes follow you,
watching every step you take.
my eyes fall to your lips,
so soft, i could kiss them.

you see me,
and you smile.
your cute chubby cheeks dimple.
i smile back.

you walk towards me,
my heart starts to pound.
my breath gets faster,
and soon i feel i cannot breathe.

but then you walk past me.
i sigh in relief.
i was scared id tell you how i feel.
i want to, but im not ready yet.