Yes to everyone of them.....i feel so empty like if i tell me how i feel they will judge me, that if i tell someone hoo i feel about them they will hate me, that the person i love is with my close friend.....i want to die......im sorry i need someone to talk 2, duno where to go, duno what to do, u r a really grest writer tho and i hope you are okay! i can relate to everything you wrote! mwah plz check out mine, if u need someone to talk to im here! luv maddison