Night after night

You leave me home alone,
Night after night.
I cut myself so that i can sleep,
Night after night.

When you come home,
I try to talk to you,
But all you do is get mad.
All the time i am left alone.

I get so lonely,
That my only friend,
Is a knife or a blade.
Please register my pain.

I try to tell you.
I try to let you know,
That I'm not alright,
That I'm not OK,

Why can't you see,
See that i hurt,
All the time,
But you don't seem to care.

I hate that I feel,
That you don't love me.
I hate it because ,
I'm beginning to believe it's true.

Why can't you love me for me?
Why do I have to act?
Day after day,
Time after time.

Just love me for me,
Night after night.
So I can sleep without cuts,
Night after night.

I dream about dying,
Night after night.
Then when I wake I'm more depressed,
Because i want my dream to be true.

Why can't I be happy?
It's something that will never come true.
So I'll give up now,
And go in silence.

Because you put me in that silence...