I can't hide it in anymore
this smile on my face
is the biggest lie i can tell
all i am is a failure
doomed to a life of pain
i shall never be happy
because of you
i hate the world
because of you
I'll never be beautiful
because of these scars
each one tell a different story
of how much i hate you
and each tell
of its own battle
against my flesh
that i lost
I'm sick of wearing this mask
every day a new one
for every situation
i hide behind the mask
play it cool
till i get alone
then i unmask myself
and let the tears free
i hit a wall
open a vein
anything to release the pain
