Drank a bit too much this time

I'll admit I was a bit upset
Left a message and said to call me back
Drank a bit too much
Self-confidence I do so lack

The depression just got worst
And you didn't call even once
I shouldn't have tipped the bottle
I think I've lost my only chance

After one time I'll do it again
The drink makes me forget
Haven't reached the point of no return
Won't drink myself to death, don't fret

Second time I called you again
OF course you didn't answer
And you didn't call me
What makes me so less than her

I hope I see you soon
Before it's too late
OR is it already
I can't debate

I hope you stay
I'm drinking til thirsty again
Can't you help me you use to
I just need an old friend

you still haven't called
The drink gets harder to satisfy
on a non-stop unsoberness
So drunk I can't tell a lie

Even in my state of mind
I can't seem to lose these memories
Take the stronger sips
Popping a couple of these

Felt dizzier than usual
Fell to the floor on my knees
Tears running down my face, bottle in hand
IS the alcoholism a common disease?

Now its too late for us
I couldn't stop
trying to lose you
Will your eye sheds a single tear drop?