Look what i've become

I cut ur initials into my thigh..knowing that i should let myself die..i let it bleed onto my bed as i try to forget the words that you said..you were there for me..u were my life..but u turned on me and i carry on with pain and strife..u said you were true and u really loved me..u lied..now i have to pay the fee..when my heart was falling you gave it wings..but it failed to fly and it was held on my strings..you purpossly cut them just to watch me die..all i'm meant to do is cry..please lift me up again baby your all i need..lift me up again so whats left of me i can keep