Words that seem never lasting

I keep telling myself i'll win your heart
i keep telling myself lies that i'll be with you as soon as i change
i keep telling myself that pain will never be apart of me
i keep telling myself i love you
cause i really do!
cause i really don't want to let go your hands and drop you into the deeps
i love you to much that i just can't seem to think anymore
i love you some much that my lies are no longer lies anymore
i love you so much
that the word seems never lasting
forever in my mind
and forever in my heart