One step forward
Two steps back
Falling behind
My lights going black
Drifting away
Nothing left to say
Falling asleep
Thinking of my life
I thought to keep
Open my eyes
And look around
Looking at all the things
That I have found
When I was happy
It turned to mad
When I was mad
It turned to sad
I don't cry in tears
I don't cry in pain
I cry with my life
All messed up in vain
As tears form
So does blood
With every cut and scar
I feel reborn
Everywhere, blood flows
I have no where else to go
Thinking of the past
Thinking of how nothing did last
All gone, disappeared
Why does everything seem so weird
Cry too much
Looking at the happy people
I've never experienced such
I don't cry in tears
I don't cry in pain
I cry with my life
All messed up in vain
