I was left all alone
in a dark empty room
I pondered my life
I have become nothing
I have become everything I was taught to hate
I tell myself daily
No one loves me
I try to believe I'm loved
I yearn to let go
I dream of a love so strong
I would wake up with a smile
Wishing gets you no where
It only leaves you hollow and alone
I fear of becoming so alone I become very bitter
I fear loosing the ones that pretend to care
I have grown tired of fear
If I asked you to help me through the storm would you help me
Or let me die alone
If I asked you to be there
would you
if I asked you to tell me why you love me
would you be able to answer
All of the thoughts...running through my head
as I sit in my dark and empty room.
