Feelings

Iam scared.
Ashamed of how I feel.
I cant tell you, the one I love.
I know I cannot deal.

Why do you come to be with me?
I think I finally know..

Your scared.
Ashamed of how you feel.
That you know you cannot deal.

You run and hide.
Putting feelings aside.

Which isn't how you deal.

Making you go away.

To run and hide to her.

Losing all control, believing every word.

Trusting no more.
Losing me,
Making you hurt and fall back on her.

A big mistake.

The feelings lost.

And I finally know.