It's ten minutes to two in the morn
About five hours before the break of dawn
Realized I haven't penned for sometime
Wonder if I can even finish this rhyme?
My ideas all seem to die
Won't get them back with the tears I cry
Though there's something that's never in question
That is you are always my one true inspiration
Countless times have I stormed my brain
May it be in the sun or the pouring rain
Though I can never tell what's on your mind
Ways to keep you happy I'll always find
Every night before I sleep a silent prayer I'll say
In hope that you I'll have a better new day
I'll ask God to alleviate any pain
And to watch over and over again
Sometimes I feel so redundant
The things I do without hope for any return
Am I being foolish and looking really silly?
Do you bother to even think about me?
Maybe you don't but I don't care
True love's unrequited and always unfair
Deep down I'm struggling upon this heart
And slowly it's tearing me apart
Half of it is saying just let go
No matter what your eyes will never know
The other says that one day you'll realize
That feeling that keeps me paralyzed
My time here is running out fast
We'll both go out separate ways soon
Whether or not this will last
I guess I can never close up this wound
