I can't escape

No matter how hard I cry
how many tears that fall
nothing will ever
...ever bring you back
your gone
not here
off to never land aye pop?
if you had any idea
how much this hurts
how much I miss you
then you would come back
back to me
back to your family
but your gone
just a sign would do?
just to know your safe
this pain is killing me
and no matter how hard i try
i can't escape