Tonight

Why is it that
Whenever I love
I get shot down
And dropped from above

I open myself
Just to be hurt
Why can't I learn
To be more alert

I can't give out
My battered heart
Love's turned to hate
When did this start?

I'm never enough
Of what it takes
To keep a real life
Its all full of fakes

Was I ever happy
With the love that used to be
I can't think of a time
Where's the real me?

I'm hidden inside
Lost and alone
With no hope to get out
And no one knows

No one's looking
No one cares
About the little girl
That was never really there

Without him I'm hopeless
Why keep up this fight
Goodbye cruel world
I'm ending it tonight