When you ask me what's wrong
I'm left speechless and you know why?
It's because there's so many answers
There's many things wrong in my life
When you ask me why I cry
I have no answer because guess what?
The last time I cried was last night
And I doubt you realized that
When you ask me if I had cut
I look away with no reply
Maybe my number didn't go higher
But that doesn't mean I didn't try
When you ask me to stop
I drop my eyes down to the floor
You think that it's really that simple?
You think I haven't tried that before?
When you ask me to tell you everything
I do tell you but it's mostly all a lie
It's not all that easy to fully explain it all
So I will say I'm perfectly fine
When you ask me why I don't just run away
I'm wordless because I do wish I could
I guess it's just a matter of time
Because I know I really would
When you ask me why I don't just kill myself
It leaves me with nothing to say
Sometimes I even look for ways to do it
Then I wouldn't have to wake up to another day
And when you tell me how much you care
Inside, my heart crumbles even more
I know those words are never really true
It's not like I'm the one you truly adore
