Falling Apart

I'm falling apart inside.
Unsure of what to do.
I hear all the voices.
I'm sick of the looks I get.

Want to start over again,
But never able to.
As long as I hold on,
To that little tiny thread.

The only thread that links me
To my disgraceful past.
I want it to leave me,
But it will not ever go.

There's only one solution,
It contains my absence.
Now, how to disappear,
Is becoming the question.